This is the third summer that I've lived here but the first summer that I've swum here. Today was the first day that I've ever "gone to the beach" (as in, to get wet) here. That's really sad–particularly because there is actually a really cool swimming beach within reach! I had no idea. :(
The first year, we were too busy renovating our house and planning a wedding and travelling back and forth between town and city–in the middle of peak business time–to have any time to swim here. Plus it often gets quite cool, even cold, at night here in summer.
Last year, I guess I was too fragile. And let's face it: we don't get that many hot days. 😛 People around here break out their shorts and singlets when it gets to 25*C–if they didn't, they'd probably only get to wear summer clothes for two weeks a year! 😉
I'd gone with just one of my friends and we really had been quite unmotivated about making the half an hour drive but it was definitely worth it! I came home feeling very energised. 🙂 To tell the truth, though, I didn't actually swim. While the water was unexpectedly nice (I expected Arctic temperatures), it was quite cool and breezy down there (unlike here in town)…and I'm not into freezing. Without that, I would definitely have got totally wet. I did at least get about half wet.
I've never seen so many cars lined up on a beach, though!! My comment was that it was almost as impressive as a wind-farm in Texas. 🙂 It's pretty cool to be allowed to drive right down onto it and park. We'd been there for a while when we saw 4WD ute starting to head our direction. Turns out it was another family in our house church who'd come down for a swim and tea on the beach. They had no idea we would be there but just happened to see us–and they had invited another two families!! We ended up gate-crashing their fish-and-chips (not really, we were invited) but they'd gate-crashed our spot to start off with. 🙂
While we were standing around eating, it dawned on me that I had just spent time at the beach with SIX little kids IN the water and I hadn't had any moments of even silent panic!!!!! That may not sound like a big deal but that is amazing! We're not talking perfectly calm, flat water or life-jackets or tightly held hands. I was definitely an extra pair of watchful eyes but it never occurred to me to abnormally worry or panic. I was perfectly ok. It was another moment of breakthrough and revelation.
When I was in Texas, we had a bonfire by a 'pond' on somebody's property. I was really edgy with the kids running back and forth to the pond. As it got dark and that was still going on, I had to leave. I couldn't stand it anymore. Actually, I'd waited a bit long. It wasn't till after I got back to the house and the shakiness/sick feelings/teariness hit that I realised just how much it had been getting to me. So today? I'm really stoked. 🙂